(she, her, hers)
As a dreamer, I have been disillusioned and very troubled by the world we live in. My journey felt like one of survival in a world where I never belonged. I stopped counting after my ninth suicide attempt.
Through the years, the traditional suicide "supports" hurt me way more than they ever helped me. I've been hospitalized eight times with forced treatments and medication by doctors who did not know me and would not listen to me.
I never intended to be alive past the age of 33.
Now several years later, I'm surprised I'm still alive to say,
And that's because I realized-- I was never the problem.
Now, knowing exactly what supports I wish were available to me, I'm here to build support alternatives for those navigating the isolating and painful journey of suicidality. With deep curiosity and empathy, my goal is to co-create a rights-respecting world rooted in consent and choice.
I know all too well how hard living with suicidality can be, and no one should have to go through this alone.
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Together, let's see if we might be able to create a life and world worth living in.
(And yes-- I also believe in the right to die with dignity... because life?! Eww!)
🌟 Open for collaborations 🌟
Paintings by April Jakubec
The hidden eyes represent feeling 'unseen' in a world where we were never meant to belong. The flowers ideas for how to make the world a better place... And now, it's time to build.
April showers bring May flowers... it's me!
I'm April 🌷